Life Is But A Sojourn
..somewhere i belong..Archive for Sad
Numb?
I wonder if my blood runs the adrenaline of misery. Happiness seems short-lived.
I feel so terribly sad, lost, like dying…
Why am I so alone……?
Boohoo… Time to buck up!!!
There is so much to say… so much to complain… so much to boast… so much to be thankful about.
All these (missing) while, I’m like losing faith and hope, drifting away to nowhere. And sometimes, one really need a push to get inspired / motivated.
I’m just glad that I’m fortunate and blessed in many ways.
WORK
I have never been so busy and stress in my life. My work is super hectic and been staying late in the office just to get things done rightly. Thanks to that irresponsible fucker who left his shits in a big mess before leaving. I have to blame myself so taking things for granted for beliving he will get things done nicely before depart. I’m so goddamn wrong!! I just hope I can salvage as much as possible. And thank god for letting me to have a supportive and understanding boss!! I’ll be in Do-Not-Disturb mode till the D-Days from 20 – 23rd April.
BIRTHDAY
One year older. I’m so sad. . And I’m about to inaugurate into the grand 30 in another 2 years time. *Ops! Secret revealed* Oh gosh!!! What have I been doing for the past 28 years? There’s so many things I’ve yet to fulfill. No time and no youth to waste… I have to buck up now… NOW!!!!
Still, I’m thankful to my mum who cooked the vermicelli with 2 big eggs for me and my husband who spent the day with me at the beaches. Also thanks to my friends who remembered my birthday and sent their birthday wishes to me via SMS and Facebook!!
LIFE
I’ll have to settle my work first. Then quickly decide whether to take up the baking course or the PR course. Then decide whether to travel and where. Then …………………………….
All the very best to myself. Oh yesh… I miss my sister Jamie. Can’t wait to see her after her Nepal trip!!!
I lost it.
Sometime back on 5 Sept during my best friend’s wedding, I lost my precious watch while helping out at the reception. It was a very stupid thing to happen as I found out my watch has stopped and so I took it off. I thought I have placed it into my bag but I didn’t. It must have slipped and fell onto the floor. 
It was a Esprit Houston watch and a xmas gift from my hubby. I will never ever find it back again. :cry:
All by myself……
I believe nobody enjoy the feeling of someone who you see everyday and so close to you leaving and far apart. 
For me, now my baby is doing his reservice and I cannot see him for few days. I feel sux about it. Last night I couldn’t even sleep well. Suddenly the bed seems too big for me to sleep in.
For my dear aunt, now my cousin is packing up and flying back tomorrow to US for his studies. I know my aunt is feeling sad… and lost too? I was told that my aunt cried and can’t bear to see her son leaving again. OMG… I can understand how my aunt feel… My cousin just returned for a few months and now he has to fly back to continue his studies. Someone so dear to her is going to live far apart from her, that feeling must be terrible. I just wish my aunt will always live free and happy. Life may be harsh but I hope everything goes well for her.
