I am so tired. I have attended copywriting course with British Council for the last two days. I love my class and the trainer. We were all a bunch of funny people. I learnt many useful tips from Su, the trainer and got to know new friends. And today and tomorrow I’m attending Adobe Flash course. The trainer is so good that he kept going on and on without breaks and we even have to tell him that we need lunch and time to go home. He is a very young and promising chap BUT he is way too long winded. OMG… I can’t help to laugh at him. Poor chap.

I’m quite worried with my work… not knowing what’s for me when I return to office. I am so busy that I stay late everyday just to get things done properly. I am a lone soldier who fight alone. I simply cannot trust others to do my work. I must admit that I am a 101% workaholic now. So sad.

Today after my course I went to window shop alone. I bought a Dior lipstick and wanted to buy a pair of shoes but I just cannot find a nice pair. I think I’m quite pitiful coz I had dinner alone. Sometimes I hate to be alone. I like to spend time on my own but t is ironic when you want to be alone but don’t want to feel alone. I think I’m crazy.

Can’t be bothered anymore. I’m totally drained. Good nite.