Life Is But A Sojourn
..somewhere i belong..Archive for Angry
Boohoo… Time to buck up!!!
There is so much to say… so much to complain… so much to boast… so much to be thankful about.
All these (missing) while, I’m like losing faith and hope, drifting away to nowhere. And sometimes, one really need a push to get inspired / motivated.
I’m just glad that I’m fortunate and blessed in many ways.
WORK
I have never been so busy and stress in my life. My work is super hectic and been staying late in the office just to get things done rightly. Thanks to that irresponsible fucker who left his shits in a big mess before leaving. I have to blame myself so taking things for granted for beliving he will get things done nicely before depart. I’m so goddamn wrong!! I just hope I can salvage as much as possible. And thank god for letting me to have a supportive and understanding boss!! I’ll be in Do-Not-Disturb mode till the D-Days from 20 – 23rd April.
BIRTHDAY
One year older. I’m so sad. . And I’m about to inaugurate into the grand 30 in another 2 years time. *Ops! Secret revealed* Oh gosh!!! What have I been doing for the past 28 years? There’s so many things I’ve yet to fulfill. No time and no youth to waste… I have to buck up now… NOW!!!!
Still, I’m thankful to my mum who cooked the vermicelli with 2 big eggs for me and my husband who spent the day with me at the beaches. Also thanks to my friends who remembered my birthday and sent their birthday wishes to me via SMS and Facebook!!
LIFE
I’ll have to settle my work first. Then quickly decide whether to take up the baking course or the PR course. Then decide whether to travel and where. Then …………………………….
All the very best to myself. Oh yesh… I miss my sister Jamie. Can’t wait to see her after her Nepal trip!!!
I need to vent my frustration now!!!
I would have said, “Oh… I have a wonderful day at work today!” And I feel like this……
I under tremendous stress lately. Partly because of my promotion and to juggle 2 positions until the new assistant comes in. I have too many things to handle. My boss has been very supportive and most of my colleagues are understanding except for a few. I don’t want to name that faker. I’m totally disappointed. Because of my promotion that breeds green-eye monster? I have to pretend that I am okay but I don’t feel like one today. In fact I have been pissed by a darn fucking faker since yesterday (which is Wednesday) till today. Never never judge a person by its look — IT IS DECEIVING!!! Can you imagine when someone is trying all means to sabotage you, bring you down and trying to make you look incomptent and on the same time trying to be friendly to you!!? That shitty faker! 
Familiarity breeds contempt!!! Being nice to people is ALWAYS a disadvantage. They ALWAYS take you for granted. I’m not saying I’m a very nice person but at least I talk and do things diplomatically. Unlike some idiots, they think they are very smart, they know everything, everybody love them and so they like to bring nice people down and make nice people look stupid. Hell to all those egocentric idiots!!! 
I want those stupid idoits to leave me alone! I want those stupid idoits to shut their bloody bad breath mouth! I want those stupid idoits to disappear forever!
I want to work happy and stress-free! I want my projects to run smoothly and complete with excellence! I want a big fat bonus next month! HAHAHAHA!!!
I just want to be happy, really.
Let bygones be bygones
Lately, I am so goddamn busy with my work and stayed late in the office almost everyday just to clear my things. Shitty! But I love my job and I don’t mind to slog myself because I have a good boss and colleagues to work with.
For those who know me, I loathe stupid people doing stupid things. And dealing with it makes me look stupid too. Arghh!!! *pissed*
Few days back, one of my colleague pissed me off…… till now I’m still quite fuming mad! I feel so wronged!
In short, the story goes:
One fine day, ‘Z’ was on medical leave. Then I received a sms from her. I was so shocked as her message expressed resentment about me! Because ‘X’ smsed her to ask if she feeling okay to complete her things before the deadline and ’X’ mentioned my name when asking about her work. She felt insulted as if we doubt her capability or as if she cannot perform at work.
OMFG!!! She was overreacting!!! 
Though her work is none of our fucking business, but ‘X’ is only trying to be kind to check whether she’s able to cope since she was sick and the deadline was on the next day. And she misunderstood us for being nosey?!
And for fuck’s sake, I didn’t even ask ‘X’ to message her and I was dragged into this stupid shit! Damn!! 
And for your kind info, she work with us for barely 3 months. Hello? She’s new, okay?
If you are steady and know what you are doing, why mind if others asked about your work? Only when you feel uncertain and insecure, then you will feel threaten.
Even though she has apologised but the damage is permanent. Since she is so hard to deal, then please don’t blame us for not helping her. Never ever gonna help her again!
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While trying to forgot bad times, I want to share some happy times.
31 Aug – Finally I went to rebond my hair. And I look totally different as I changed my hair colour too! Hee! Love my hair now.
4 Sep – I celebrated my hubby’s birthday at Equinox. We had lunch buffet and enjoyed the panoramic view from 70th floor. I didn’t buy any present this time except to treat him for lunch. Then we went out for dinner with his parents to celebrate.
5 Sep – I was the bridemaid for my best friend’s (May) wedding. I feel very happy for them and hope they will love each other and live in bliss always. 
13 Sep – I attended my best friend’s (Lena) son’s 2 years old birthday bbq. Her son is so adorable! It is always nice to have kids around. 
14 Sep – Today is Mid-Autumn Festival. I will be staying home with my hubby and in-laws. I miss my mum and today she’s alone. Sorry mum. 
