Life Is But A Sojourn
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Numb?
I wonder if my blood runs the adrenaline of misery. Happiness seems short-lived.
I feel so terribly sad, lost, like dying…
Why am I so alone……?
Give Me A Reason To Smile.
I’m having mixed feelings this week. There are lots of things to worry and vex about. Am I asking too much?
I don’t know why. I’m just not satisfied with many things. Sighs!!! 
I Want Nobody… But YOU!
FINALLY!!! I have some time for MYSELF!!
Been extremely busy for the past few months… and at last, my events/projects were accomplished!
So what’s coming up?
Our new house!!! Got the keys last week!! Meeting the fengshui master on Monday to audit the house… Then meeting IDs to design our house… It’s seems like forever to wait for the house to arrive and finally… we will be moving in this year (hopefully the reno will finish faster!)!
Recently I’ve been thinking that I need to know many new friends/sidekicks/buddies. My besties are pregnant or become new parents. Faint!!! Suddenly everybody is so busy getting pregnant!!? I hate it when people ask… “When is your turn?” Sometime it is very irritating + sickening to hear that kind of question… If I’m pregnant, I will tell you. So stop asking.
Sighs. Sianz.
Anyway.. watch this! Nice song + pretty girls! 
Boohoo… Time to buck up!!!
There is so much to say… so much to complain… so much to boast… so much to be thankful about.
All these (missing) while, I’m like losing faith and hope, drifting away to nowhere. And sometimes, one really need a push to get inspired / motivated.
I’m just glad that I’m fortunate and blessed in many ways.
WORK
I have never been so busy and stress in my life. My work is super hectic and been staying late in the office just to get things done rightly. Thanks to that irresponsible fucker who left his shits in a big mess before leaving. I have to blame myself so taking things for granted for beliving he will get things done nicely before depart. I’m so goddamn wrong!! I just hope I can salvage as much as possible. And thank god for letting me to have a supportive and understanding boss!! I’ll be in Do-Not-Disturb mode till the D-Days from 20 – 23rd April.
BIRTHDAY
One year older. I’m so sad. . And I’m about to inaugurate into the grand 30 in another 2 years time. *Ops! Secret revealed* Oh gosh!!! What have I been doing for the past 28 years? There’s so many things I’ve yet to fulfill. No time and no youth to waste… I have to buck up now… NOW!!!!
Still, I’m thankful to my mum who cooked the vermicelli with 2 big eggs for me and my husband who spent the day with me at the beaches. Also thanks to my friends who remembered my birthday and sent their birthday wishes to me via SMS and Facebook!!
LIFE
I’ll have to settle my work first. Then quickly decide whether to take up the baking course or the PR course. Then decide whether to travel and where. Then …………………………….
All the very best to myself. Oh yesh… I miss my sister Jamie. Can’t wait to see her after her Nepal trip!!!
I Fight Alone.
I am so tired. I have attended copywriting course with British Council for the last two days. I love my class and the trainer. We were all a bunch of funny people. I learnt many useful tips from Su, the trainer and got to know new friends. And today and tomorrow I’m attending Adobe Flash course. The trainer is so good that he kept going on and on without breaks and we even have to tell him that we need lunch and time to go home. He is a very young and promising chap BUT he is way too long winded. OMG… I can’t help to laugh at him. Poor chap.
I’m quite worried with my work… not knowing what’s for me when I return to office. I am so busy that I stay late everyday just to get things done properly. I am a lone soldier who fight alone. I simply cannot trust others to do my work. I must admit that I am a 101% workaholic now. So sad.
Today after my course I went to window shop alone. I bought a Dior lipstick and wanted to buy a pair of shoes but I just cannot find a nice pair. I think I’m quite pitiful coz I had dinner alone. Sometimes I hate to be alone. I like to spend time on my own but t is ironic when you want to be alone but don’t want to feel alone. I think I’m crazy.
Can’t be bothered anymore. I’m totally drained. Good nite.
‘Busy’ is not the word.
I hate this word ‘busy’. The more I hate, the more busy I become. That’s how the secret works.
Again, I have never-ending projects, tasks and lots of responsibilities. My boss has went for her maternity leave and I have to deal with the upper management for decision and approval for the projects I’m handling now. It is a challenge, really.
Supposed to go back to office to settle some work, then I thought why should I? I’m not going to ruin my weekend in the office again! Work and life must be balance and this is what I have been lacked of. Next week I’ll be having courses from Monday to Thursday. Shiok? I don’t know if this sweet escape will turn out to be a disaster when I return to work?! Eeeeeww… Way NO! I’m keeping my fingers crossed!!!
So it is time to wind down the busy life and I’m looking forward to fly off to my 2nd year anniversary with hubby! We have been married for two years… so fast. Where are we going this time? Hee… (to be continue). :P
Busy busy week…
It has been a very busy week to me. I have given new tasks and responsibilities. It is challenging and no doubt about it. And it will be even better if the new assistant to come in quickly to help lessen the load. And tomorrow and Friday I’ll be interviewing the candidate with Nikki. Hopefully one of them is ‘the one’.
Today I finally complete the invitation artwork for the Tokyo event. I’m so happy that the artwork is a one time success!! Yeah! Though it may be just designing an invitation card but this is for a very important event where our group chairman and president are attending. And the best thing is that our president like my design! Heehee!!!
I’ve been so tired and stressful. But I’m glad that my hubby is very supportive. This weekend we’ll be going to kusu island together with my mum, sister and some relatives. Yeah! Can’t wait to take a short (very very short) getaway. Hahaha!!!
I’ll be clearing some stocks from panoplymorphic. We decided to give up PM and start a new one with a simple, catchy name. So please wait for the stock list to complete and will send a notification to all!
Last but not least… I am truly grateful for what I have now. 
My unconditional gratitude – 7Oct08
From now onwards, I’ll be writing down what I’m grateful about in my daily life. I think this will be a good start to truly appreciate what’s coming in my life regardless good or bad, minor or major issues.
I am thankful + grateful to everything that happen in my life. Especially today…
1) The corp gift suppliers turn up today and brought many stuffs to show us. The stuffs were carried in by luggages and bags and all looked heavy. I hope after this meeting, one of them is able to give better offers!
2) I bought something just now. And the lady boss is a nice lady and she gave me discount. Ha!
That’s all for now. I don’t know what to write but it should be a good start. Ha!
Euphemism or Joke?
Tadaa!!~ I’m the Best Employee of the Month of August (BEOTM)! I want to thank to my dear boss Esther who nominated me! The reward is a cash cheque of $200!!! So happy happy!
I have no intention to share about me being nominated for the BEOTM with my colleagues, in case those sensitive ones think I’m boastful. But it just happened that my boss passed this cheque to me at my desk and ’Z' learnt about it. She congratulated to me and said I deserved this reward. I was like ”Ehh.. okay.. thanks.” 
Then later before she left for the day, she jokingly told me to go back early, don’t stay late for work, don’t fight for the next BEOTM with ‘V’ as the both of us always stay late for work and give ‘V’ the chance to be the next BEOTM. I replied to her that staying late for work doesn’t mean you are the best but the quality of the work that counts. 
I really don’t fancy her joke at all. Although she said “just joking lah”… but it sounds like euphemism. And passing such “kidding” remarks is not her first time. I’m so sick of entertaining her. I don’t want to be rude and hope she can totally stop talking to me.
I miss the previous team where Val and Harriet was around. We worked in peace and no politics. Sighs. Ever since the new blood joined, so many things happened. Shitty.
The coming Monday I will be doing my yearly appraisal with my boss. I don’t know what’s in store for me but I hope good news coming to my way!!! Keeping my fingers crossed on this!
I lost it.
Sometime back on 5 Sept during my best friend’s wedding, I lost my precious watch while helping out at the reception. It was a very stupid thing to happen as I found out my watch has stopped and so I took it off. I thought I have placed it into my bag but I didn’t. It must have slipped and fell onto the floor. 
It was a Esprit Houston watch and a xmas gift from my hubby. I will never ever find it back again. :cry:
