Life Is But A Sojourn
..somewhere i belong..Archive for October, 2008
I need to vent my frustration now!!!
I would have said, “Oh… I have a wonderful day at work today!” And I feel like this……
I under tremendous stress lately. Partly because of my promotion and to juggle 2 positions until the new assistant comes in. I have too many things to handle. My boss has been very supportive and most of my colleagues are understanding except for a few. I don’t want to name that faker. I’m totally disappointed. Because of my promotion that breeds green-eye monster? I have to pretend that I am okay but I don’t feel like one today. In fact I have been pissed by a darn fucking faker since yesterday (which is Wednesday) till today. Never never judge a person by its look — IT IS DECEIVING!!! Can you imagine when someone is trying all means to sabotage you, bring you down and trying to make you look incomptent and on the same time trying to be friendly to you!!? That shitty faker! 
Familiarity breeds contempt!!! Being nice to people is ALWAYS a disadvantage. They ALWAYS take you for granted. I’m not saying I’m a very nice person but at least I talk and do things diplomatically. Unlike some idiots, they think they are very smart, they know everything, everybody love them and so they like to bring nice people down and make nice people look stupid. Hell to all those egocentric idiots!!! 
I want those stupid idoits to leave me alone! I want those stupid idoits to shut their bloody bad breath mouth! I want those stupid idoits to disappear forever!
I want to work happy and stress-free! I want my projects to run smoothly and complete with excellence! I want a big fat bonus next month! HAHAHAHA!!!
I just want to be happy, really.
Take a break
Today is Deepavali, a public holiday and I don’t have to work. So glad that I can rest one more day as usually the weekend is never enough for me.
Last evening after I finished my dinner, Xinyi called me and asked me out for dinner with May, Jeff and GH. As I just had my dinner and too lazy to go out, I told them to go ahead without me. But then May called up again and used her position as a mum-to-be (she’s pregnant) and wanted me to join them for some catch up. I asked Baby if he keen to join but he didn’t. And so I agreed to meet them and they came to fetch me. We went to Parkway, they had steamboat and I watched them eat. Ha! But it was fun as we seldom get together like this for a long time. We continue with our chat at the mac cafe and left at about 1am.
I love my dear sisters. They are really friends to keep for life! I’m grateful to know people like them.
Today I don’t really keen to go out. So lazy and my stomach hasn’t been feeling well for days. I started to pick up tarot reading again. This time I’m not going to give up halfway and i’m in intensive training now! I should be able to start giving reading very soon.
Lately, I have overwhelming tasks to do at work, mentally I am very stress. I hope the new assistant can help to ease the workload and I’m sure she can do well. Of course at times for the present situation, some people tend to do stupid things that irritates me. I don’t want to be specific but I hope that “whoever” can just respect who I am now. Sick of those stupid actions!
It is raining heavily now. And thunder strikes loudly too. In such nice cool weather, I think my bed is calling me now……………………
Great weekend! :)
Last Friday, I went out drinking with my sister, baby and mum again. Yes, my mum joins us for the drinking session. LOL! We went to Cafe Iguana and had really nice magaritas. However, this time round after we finished and on our way back home… I puked! And I wasn’t even drunk at all.
And yesterday, I went to kusu island with baby, Jamie, mum, JJ and my uncle. Quite enjoy this trip as I get to enjoy seaview and breeze.
After we reached Singapore shore again, we headed to Orchard Road and have our late lunch at Takashimaya. We had Ajisen for lunch and it was so delicious!!! Love their ramen especially the soup base is so yummy. Then we went to window shop. I finally bought a watch to replace the one I lost. I bought a very nice Solvil watch. Jamie has the same watch but with a black dial and I love it so much that I bought a white dial.
We have been walking for almost the whole day… Tiring and legs were aching…
By the time baby and I boarded the bus home, we……
Put up our smelly tiring feet on the opposite seats in the bus.
We know it is so wrong and inconsiderate. Haha! But we couldn’t help it as our feets were really sore and tiring after walking the whole day.
Baby and me!!! 
Busy busy week…
It has been a very busy week to me. I have given new tasks and responsibilities. It is challenging and no doubt about it. And it will be even better if the new assistant to come in quickly to help lessen the load. And tomorrow and Friday I’ll be interviewing the candidate with Nikki. Hopefully one of them is ‘the one’.
Today I finally complete the invitation artwork for the Tokyo event. I’m so happy that the artwork is a one time success!! Yeah! Though it may be just designing an invitation card but this is for a very important event where our group chairman and president are attending. And the best thing is that our president like my design! Heehee!!! 
I’ve been so tired and stressful. But I’m glad that my hubby is very supportive. This weekend we’ll be going to kusu island together with my mum, sister and some relatives. Yeah! Can’t wait to take a short (very very short) getaway. Hahaha!!!
I’ll be clearing some stocks from panoplymorphic. We decided to give up PM and start a new one with a simple, catchy name. So please wait for the stock list to complete and will send a notification to all!
Last but not least… I am truly grateful for what I have now.
My unconditional gratitude – 11Oct08
I am thankful + grateful to everything that happen in my life! Especially……
1) I have a good husband who take care of me when i’m sick. He makes me feel loved and wanted.
2) I have a good mum who cooks very delicious meals and be there when I need her. She makes me feel great!
2) I have a good boss who trust me in helping my colleagues to complete their tasks during their absence at work. It made me feel competent and a value to the team.
My unconditional gratitude – 7Oct08
From now onwards, I’ll be writing down what I’m grateful about in my daily life. I think this will be a good start to truly appreciate what’s coming in my life regardless good or bad, minor or major issues.
I am thankful + grateful to everything that happen in my life. Especially today…
1) The corp gift suppliers turn up today and brought many stuffs to show us. The stuffs were carried in by luggages and bags and all looked heavy. I hope after this meeting, one of them is able to give better offers!
2) I bought something just now. And the lady boss is a nice lady and she gave me discount. Ha!
That’s all for now. I don’t know what to write but it should be a good start. Ha!
Exhilarating :P
I am GRATEFUL… so grateful for everything that is happening to my life!!! Thank you! THANK YOU!
1) The incompetent people has gone away for good. Yay!! 
2) I have promoted to Communications Executive, Shipping services – Global. Yay!! :D
3) I see money and opportunities keeping in. Yay!!
I am so blessed, I know and I’m truly grateful.
I thank the incompetent people… without them I would still be hiding my light in bushel. They let me shine like diamond.
I thank my boss who let me shine and keep shining. Thanks for having the trust and confident in me.
I thank to those who trust, share and gave me the opportunities to gain experiences and earn extra bucks. You know who you are!!!
