Yeah!!! Linkin Park just released their new album – Minutes To Midnight! Really nice rocking songs!!! And OMFG….. Chester Bennington still so ROCKssss!!!! That’s why my son will be named after him! Keke….. :X

My new work place rocks! My new colleagues rocks! My job rocks! Everything seems so fantastic and challenging. I hope I can do better there. Being in the regional corporate comms team, I get to work with people all around the world, places like Trinidad, United Arab Emirates, UK, US, Korea, China, etc… Yeah~ I love my job!

The sianz thing is I fall sick since Friday. Shit lor… But not very sick lah. Supposed to go for the medical check up yesterday morning but I missed it.

There’s one goddamn fucking shit thing happened to me on that sicky Friday. I went to bath after watching my fave show. While I was bathing halfway, I heard someone trying to push the door open!!! FUCKING HELL LOR! CANNOT HEAR SHOWER SOUND MEH?!! Thank god I was fast enough to shut the door before he saw me!!!!!! I screamed, “THERE’S SOMEONE INSIDE HERE!!!”. Then the man apologetically said, “Sorry sorry…” Damn it! He scared the fucking hell out of me! What if he came in and saw me…………….. Argghhhh!!!! The man must be one of my MIL’s mahjong players coz there’s a mahjong session at home. Sob sob… I did locked the door but maybe I’m too sick to realise that I didn’t lock properly. But the man was so fucking stupid lor! Since the door is closed and shower sounds can be heard, why he still force open it? Fucking shit!!!! And this is not the first time! Arrhhhh!!!!! I told my hubby and he’s so pissed that he wanted to tell his mum about it! But I don’t want to create misunderstanding so I told him to keep mum first. I told my mummy about this and she told me that I should tell my MIL about it… Haiz…. I’m still so haunted by the incident. So scared to bath when my hubby is not at home.

So Ladies, you gotta know how to protect yourself and don’t be a victim! No more suffer in silence, so I’m going to tell my MIL what her mahjong kaki did, regardless he did it on purpose or not!!!

The school holidays are coming! My holidays are ending.

I’m going to work in GAC Singapore, a world leading shipping, logistics and marine service provider! My dream job….

It’s a sudden news to me for getting this job. Last week I was told that I was not selected for the post, then until yesterday, they called and said there’s a mistake and they wanted to employ me actually. Hmmm… Ok fine. I’m still glad I got it. And yesh!~ Coz I can pay for my credit card bills le! And go shopping till I drop!!!

You may be wondering if my biz still goes on? I’m not suppose to do any biz according to the employment letter. Haa~ I will stop my biz but continue my interest. Yes yes, please still visit www.sunshinedoll.com !

My dear Cousin J, recently has been quite a naughty boy! Haiz… I hope he is not turning bad coz minus away his impatience, minus away the F and CCB and whatever words, minus away his cannot-tell-secrets, he is still a nice boy. I’m getting abit worried and I hope he knows what he’s doing. And the planning to the Sentosa trip still goes on! Gotta wait till the rest of the cousin’s availability then we can decide when to go! I’m so looking forward to it!

Will continue later…. got lotsa shits to spill. Heehee!!! ;P

We, all human beings breath the same air, stand on the same earth, live with the same beating heart but we all have different life. And the grass is ALWAYS GREENER on the other side. Boo!!!

One would never be satisfied, constantly wishing for more things, got greedier, then sadden when wishes are unfulfilled. Life sux isn’t it? But if one could just be contented to what his/her have now, would they be happier?

It seems to me that nobody lives happily or I should say contentment. We all have our worries and troubles. It’s sad, really. Especially living in a fast pace society and money makes the world goes round. MONEY TALKS! “If only I have money…. I will………………….”

And it really get me depressed when the clan are in troubled and I’m unable to help. Life is so unfair and it makes my gorge raise too. One who is living in fear and violence but have to put up a brave front to conceal the wicked secret. One who is still young and budding, already faced the wicked side of life and waiting for his true happiness to come. Deep inside me, I feel very sad for them. I just pray hard that they are safe and happy.

As for myself, I’m always in dilemma and contradicting, neither here nor there. Fuck it. I hate it. Sighs. It’s my fault, I have to blame myself but not else whatever. It just ME! Arghhh….. You will not understand. Nevermind. Something will happen to me soon. Just wait and see! SEE! SEE! SEE!