Life Is But A Sojourn
..somewhere i belong..I Want Nobody… But YOU!
FINALLY!!! I have some time for MYSELF!!
Been extremely busy for the past few months… and at last, my events/projects were accomplished!
So what’s coming up?
Our new house!!! Got the keys last week!! Meeting the fengshui master on Monday to audit the house… Then meeting IDs to design our house… It’s seems like forever to wait for the house to arrive and finally… we will be moving in this year (hopefully the reno will finish faster!)!
Recently I’ve been thinking that I need to know many new friends/sidekicks/buddies. My besties are pregnant or become new parents. Faint!!! Suddenly everybody is so busy getting pregnant!!? I hate it when people ask… “When is your turn?” Sometime it is very irritating + sickening to hear that kind of question… If I’m pregnant, I will tell you. So stop asking.
Sighs. Sianz.
Anyway.. watch this! Nice song + pretty girls! 
Boohoo… Time to buck up!!!
There is so much to say… so much to complain… so much to boast… so much to be thankful about.
All these (missing) while, I’m like losing faith and hope, drifting away to nowhere. And sometimes, one really need a push to get inspired / motivated.
I’m just glad that I’m fortunate and blessed in many ways.
WORK
I have never been so busy and stress in my life. My work is super hectic and been staying late in the office just to get things done rightly. Thanks to that irresponsible fucker who left his shits in a big mess before leaving. I have to blame myself so taking things for granted for beliving he will get things done nicely before depart. I’m so goddamn wrong!! I just hope I can salvage as much as possible. And thank god for letting me to have a supportive and understanding boss!! I’ll be in Do-Not-Disturb mode till the D-Days from 20 – 23rd April.
BIRTHDAY
One year older. I’m so sad. . And I’m about to inaugurate into the grand 30 in another 2 years time. *Ops! Secret revealed* Oh gosh!!! What have I been doing for the past 28 years? There’s so many things I’ve yet to fulfill. No time and no youth to waste… I have to buck up now… NOW!!!!
Still, I’m thankful to my mum who cooked the vermicelli with 2 big eggs for me and my husband who spent the day with me at the beaches. Also thanks to my friends who remembered my birthday and sent their birthday wishes to me via SMS and Facebook!!
LIFE
I’ll have to settle my work first. Then quickly decide whether to take up the baking course or the PR course. Then decide whether to travel and where. Then …………………………….
All the very best to myself. Oh yesh… I miss my sister Jamie. Can’t wait to see her after her Nepal trip!!!
Welcoming 2009
The new year has arrived. It is always a good time to reflect on what have been done in the past year and improve and go for a better new year.
The global downturn has caused setbacks to most people. I hope everything will pick up soon, people get decent jobs, well paid, healthy and everyone on earth live in peace and harmony!
As for me… I’m still doing my new year resolution. This time I can to keep it simple and realistic. Haha! But first of all, I thank the universe, the goddess and my family, friends and those stupid people who made me a stronger person. I’ve grown so much wiser now.
Now I enjoy life and appreciate everything surrounded me. I have no stress but eustress. I love myself so much that I want to muack myself. 
Again, Happy New Year to all. 
I Fight Alone.
I am so tired. I have attended copywriting course with British Council for the last two days. I love my class and the trainer. We were all a bunch of funny people. I learnt many useful tips from Su, the trainer and got to know new friends. And today and tomorrow I’m attending Adobe Flash course. The trainer is so good that he kept going on and on without breaks and we even have to tell him that we need lunch and time to go home. He is a very young and promising chap BUT he is way too long winded. OMG… I can’t help to laugh at him. Poor chap.
I’m quite worried with my work… not knowing what’s for me when I return to office. I am so busy that I stay late everyday just to get things done properly. I am a lone soldier who fight alone. I simply cannot trust others to do my work. I must admit that I am a 101% workaholic now. So sad. 
Today after my course I went to window shop alone. I bought a Dior lipstick and wanted to buy a pair of shoes but I just cannot find a nice pair. I think I’m quite pitiful coz I had dinner alone. Sometimes I hate to be alone. I like to spend time on my own but t is ironic when you want to be alone but don’t want to feel alone. I think I’m crazy.
Can’t be bothered anymore. I’m totally drained. Good nite.
‘Busy’ is not the word.
I hate this word ‘busy’. The more I hate, the more busy I become. That’s how the secret works.
Again, I have never-ending projects, tasks and lots of responsibilities. My boss has went for her maternity leave and I have to deal with the upper management for decision and approval for the projects I’m handling now. It is a challenge, really.
Supposed to go back to office to settle some work, then I thought why should I? I’m not going to ruin my weekend in the office again! Work and life must be balance and this is what I have been lacked of. Next week I’ll be having courses from Monday to Thursday. Shiok? I don’t know if this sweet escape will turn out to be a disaster when I return to work?! Eeeeeww… Way NO! I’m keeping my fingers crossed!!!
So it is time to wind down the busy life and I’m looking forward to fly off to my 2nd year anniversary with hubby! We have been married for two years… so fast. Where are we going this time? Hee… (to be continue). :P
I need to vent my frustration now!!!
I would have said, “Oh… I have a wonderful day at work today!” And I feel like this……
I under tremendous stress lately. Partly because of my promotion and to juggle 2 positions until the new assistant comes in. I have too many things to handle. My boss has been very supportive and most of my colleagues are understanding except for a few. I don’t want to name that faker. I’m totally disappointed. Because of my promotion that breeds green-eye monster? I have to pretend that I am okay but I don’t feel like one today. In fact I have been pissed by a darn fucking faker since yesterday (which is Wednesday) till today. Never never judge a person by its look — IT IS DECEIVING!!! Can you imagine when someone is trying all means to sabotage you, bring you down and trying to make you look incomptent and on the same time trying to be friendly to you!!? That shitty faker! 
Familiarity breeds contempt!!! Being nice to people is ALWAYS a disadvantage. They ALWAYS take you for granted. I’m not saying I’m a very nice person but at least I talk and do things diplomatically. Unlike some idiots, they think they are very smart, they know everything, everybody love them and so they like to bring nice people down and make nice people look stupid. Hell to all those egocentric idiots!!! 
I want those stupid idoits to leave me alone! I want those stupid idoits to shut their bloody bad breath mouth! I want those stupid idoits to disappear forever!
I want to work happy and stress-free! I want my projects to run smoothly and complete with excellence! I want a big fat bonus next month! HAHAHAHA!!!
I just want to be happy, really.
Take a break
Today is Deepavali, a public holiday and I don’t have to work. So glad that I can rest one more day as usually the weekend is never enough for me.
Last evening after I finished my dinner, Xinyi called me and asked me out for dinner with May, Jeff and GH. As I just had my dinner and too lazy to go out, I told them to go ahead without me. But then May called up again and used her position as a mum-to-be (she’s pregnant) and wanted me to join them for some catch up. I asked Baby if he keen to join but he didn’t. And so I agreed to meet them and they came to fetch me. We went to Parkway, they had steamboat and I watched them eat. Ha! But it was fun as we seldom get together like this for a long time. We continue with our chat at the mac cafe and left at about 1am.
I love my dear sisters. They are really friends to keep for life! I’m grateful to know people like them.
Today I don’t really keen to go out. So lazy and my stomach hasn’t been feeling well for days. I started to pick up tarot reading again. This time I’m not going to give up halfway and i’m in intensive training now! I should be able to start giving reading very soon.
Lately, I have overwhelming tasks to do at work, mentally I am very stress. I hope the new assistant can help to ease the workload and I’m sure she can do well. Of course at times for the present situation, some people tend to do stupid things that irritates me. I don’t want to be specific but I hope that “whoever” can just respect who I am now. Sick of those stupid actions!
It is raining heavily now. And thunder strikes loudly too. In such nice cool weather, I think my bed is calling me now……………………
Great weekend! :)
Last Friday, I went out drinking with my sister, baby and mum again. Yes, my mum joins us for the drinking session. LOL! We went to Cafe Iguana and had really nice magaritas. However, this time round after we finished and on our way back home… I puked! And I wasn’t even drunk at all.
And yesterday, I went to kusu island with baby, Jamie, mum, JJ and my uncle. Quite enjoy this trip as I get to enjoy seaview and breeze.
After we reached Singapore shore again, we headed to Orchard Road and have our late lunch at Takashimaya. We had Ajisen for lunch and it was so delicious!!! Love their ramen especially the soup base is so yummy. Then we went to window shop. I finally bought a watch to replace the one I lost. I bought a very nice Solvil watch. Jamie has the same watch but with a black dial and I love it so much that I bought a white dial.
We have been walking for almost the whole day… Tiring and legs were aching…
By the time baby and I boarded the bus home, we……
Put up our smelly tiring feet on the opposite seats in the bus.
We know it is so wrong and inconsiderate. Haha! But we couldn’t help it as our feets were really sore and tiring after walking the whole day.
Baby and me!!!
Busy busy week…
It has been a very busy week to me. I have given new tasks and responsibilities. It is challenging and no doubt about it. And it will be even better if the new assistant to come in quickly to help lessen the load. And tomorrow and Friday I’ll be interviewing the candidate with Nikki. Hopefully one of them is ‘the one’.
Today I finally complete the invitation artwork for the Tokyo event. I’m so happy that the artwork is a one time success!! Yeah! Though it may be just designing an invitation card but this is for a very important event where our group chairman and president are attending. And the best thing is that our president like my design! Heehee!!!
I’ve been so tired and stressful. But I’m glad that my hubby is very supportive. This weekend we’ll be going to kusu island together with my mum, sister and some relatives. Yeah! Can’t wait to take a short (very very short) getaway. Hahaha!!!
I’ll be clearing some stocks from panoplymorphic. We decided to give up PM and start a new one with a simple, catchy name. So please wait for the stock list to complete and will send a notification to all!
Last but not least… I am truly grateful for what I have now.
My unconditional gratitude – 11Oct08
I am thankful + grateful to everything that happen in my life! Especially……
1) I have a good husband who take care of me when i’m sick. He makes me feel loved and wanted.
2) I have a good mum who cooks very delicious meals and be there when I need her. She makes me feel great!
2) I have a good boss who trust me in helping my colleagues to complete their tasks during their absence at work. It made me feel competent and a value to the team.
